Lent

SO I MAY NOT HAVE BLOGGED ABOUT THIS, BUT I AM TRYING TO FIND MY

WAY CLOSER TO GOD. IT'S NEVER AN EASY TASK WHEN YOU'VE SPENT SO MUCH TIME

AWAY FROM THE WORD AND MOST OF YOUR LIFE IN SIN. THEY SAY THOUGH, THAT HE FORGIVES ALL.

SO I'M TRYING TO KEEP THAT IN MIND. BUT ITS SO HARD TO DO ALL THE WAY RIGHT BY HIM WHEN 

THE LIFE THAT I AM LEADING IS PRETTY MUCH COMPLETELY IN SIN. I AM UNWED, LIVING WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HAVING SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE.

............. I STRUGGLE WITH WANTING TO BE CELIBATE.... BUT IF I DO, I MAY LOSE THE ONLY LOVE I'VE EVER KNOWN.......

I GUESS I HAVE A LOT MORE TO DO THAN JUST OPEN THE BIBLE.

ANYHOW, I HAVE GIVEN UP FACEBOOK AND INSTAGRAM FOR 40DAYS!!! GOOD GRACIOUS, I PRAY THAT GOD IS BY MY SIDE THROUGH THESE DAYS BECAUSE AS ASHAMED AS I AM TO SAY, I WAS PRETTY DEPENDENT ON MY SOCIAL NETWORKS. (I DON'T COUNT THIS AS A SOCIAL NETWORK. BLOGGING IS MY ONLINE DIARY LOL). ALONG WITH THOSE, I GAVE UP FAST FOOD AND SWEETS. I AM ONLY TO EAT ANYTHING THAT HAS BEEN MADE UNDER MY OWN ROOF. THIS WILL BE THE HARDEST OF THEM ALL, CONSIDERING MY FATHER IN LAW WORKS AT FREAKING DOMINOES AND BRINGS PIZZA HOME NEARLY EVERY NIGHT. 

CAN WE JUST TAKE A MINUTE TO PRAY?

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LOVExLIGHT

NAMASTE.

Sick Days...

I have been as sick as a dog these past couple of days. I'm not even sure HOW this happened.

All I know is, my SIMS are WELL taken care of now. 

*hides shamefully*

Someone take care of me!

:(

Namaste.

Hi There!!

Okay so clearly I haven't had the chance to post anything in a while. Not because I've been busy, like I'd love to say. But because nothing interesting is happening in my life. =/ Sad, I know. But I'm here now to update, yay! 

So, I went natural with my hair about a year ago. I cheated and got a perm. *cries in corner* HOWEVER I did get my marbles back, cut off my perm and have most of my beautiful curls back!! So I'm starting my journey (again). 

School is still a work in progress, trying to get a few things straightened out. I have made up my mind about what I want to do!! Majoring in Psychology and possibly minor in Arts/Painting. Which leads me to my next update:

I've recently picked up a fabulous hobby! I've been painting with acrylics, and wow! Can I just say that I'm not too sure WHY I never thought of this as a hobby before?! It is extremely relaxing! 

My boyfriend Alex is picking up a coaching job that we are both ecstatic about! This is something he has always wanted to do and out of the blue it is finally happening. I am so proud and happy for him!!

So yea, this is pretty much where my life is right now, like I said nothing to party about. Stay tuned though, because I am in the process of making some major changes !!!!

Love&Light,

Namaste

E X C i T M E N T !

First and foremost, I want to say that tomorrow is my loves 22nd birthday! His parents have come to Vegas from Dallas, TX because we are all going to The Ellen DeGeneres 12 Days of Giveaways on the 11th! We are so excited we can't stand it. I've even gotten around to packing 3 days early haha! We are now waiting on his parents to stop by our apartment so we can go out to eat. I love his family. Life is pretty good. :)
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Social Distractions.

So I've been thinking lately about deleting my Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. I mean I rarely ever post anything anyways on all of them so what's the point? Maybe It'll let me focus more on keeping my blogs up :^) lol

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Ventilation.

I think it's pretty insane how you will never know what someone truly thinks about you until you view their Facebook/Twitter. You say you want to stray away from negativity yet you make all your issues public. The fact that you can't say anything you have a problem with to me, but would much rather Facebook/Tweet it?! Excuse me, your immaturity is showing

Namaste.

I wish there were more places like this. 

To just be able to sit in a quite area and meditate. To sit and clear my head for just a while, to get away from the world around me but connect with the world at the same time.

Maybe there is a place like this somewhere, I just have to create my own.

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